1 00:00:37,410 --> 00:00:39,690 - Do you want the usual? - Yes, please. 2 00:01:20,290 --> 00:01:22,710 Um... Gin and tonic, please. 3 00:01:28,880 --> 00:01:31,300 You know, there's really something about this bar. 4 00:01:32,400 --> 00:01:34,430 Feels like it's stuck in time. 5 00:01:36,260 --> 00:01:37,430 I think... 6 00:01:37,970 --> 00:01:39,840 Some people really are just... 7 00:01:41,170 --> 00:01:42,320 looking for that. 8 00:01:45,530 --> 00:01:48,440 I don’t even know why I came back here. 9 00:01:50,610 --> 00:01:53,240 Well, no one's stopping you. 10 00:01:54,230 --> 00:01:55,870 Don’t come back if you don’t want to. 11 00:01:59,110 --> 00:02:00,160 But... 12 00:02:02,380 --> 00:02:04,300 I’m sure of one thing— 13 00:02:05,900 --> 00:02:07,010 you’ll come back. 14 00:06:01,150 --> 00:06:03,440 Girl, are you drowning in alcohol too... 15 00:06:03,780 --> 00:06:06,190 just to forget your messed-up life? 16 00:06:07,900 --> 00:06:08,990 Yep. 17 00:06:09,010 --> 00:06:10,600 What happened this time? 18 00:06:13,200 --> 00:06:15,770 Javi said I’m exhausting. 19 00:06:16,110 --> 00:06:18,400 Well, he's not wrong, right? 20 00:06:19,780 --> 00:06:21,770 Wow! Aren’t you supposed to be on my side? 21 00:06:22,420 --> 00:06:23,670 I’m your mirror, girl. 22 00:06:23,700 --> 00:06:25,270 If you don't like what you see— 23 00:06:25,290 --> 00:06:26,670 then break the mirror. 24 00:06:28,980 --> 00:06:32,640 Damn, you sound like you’re reading a movie one-liner. 25 00:06:32,930 --> 00:06:35,260 And you? You sound like a live DM. 26 00:06:38,020 --> 00:06:39,100 Tell me, 27 00:06:39,210 --> 00:06:40,840 don’t you think I’m worthy of real love? 28 00:06:41,120 --> 00:06:42,710 Not saying that— 29 00:06:42,730 --> 00:06:45,190 maybe you just don’t know how to change. 30 00:07:15,280 --> 00:07:16,280 You okay? 31 00:07:17,360 --> 00:07:18,440 What are you doing there? 32 00:07:19,310 --> 00:07:23,200 I’m okay. The smell of car smoke calms me. 33 00:07:23,290 --> 00:07:24,290 Seriously? 34 00:07:25,960 --> 00:07:27,000 Mind if I sit? 35 00:07:28,430 --> 00:07:29,430 Sure. 36 00:07:31,840 --> 00:07:32,920 I’m Raf, by the way. 37 00:07:33,520 --> 00:07:34,610 What’s your name? 38 00:07:35,560 --> 00:07:36,650 Lila. 39 00:07:37,110 --> 00:07:38,200 You with someone? 40 00:07:39,160 --> 00:07:40,950 No. I just don’t wanna go home. 41 00:07:41,290 --> 00:07:42,290 Same. 42 00:07:46,380 --> 00:07:47,420 You play in a band? 43 00:07:47,850 --> 00:07:48,890 Yup. 44 00:07:50,100 --> 00:07:51,180 Guitarist. 45 00:07:52,080 --> 00:07:53,540 Not the best, but... 46 00:07:54,040 --> 00:07:55,080 I play with feeling. 47 00:07:56,280 --> 00:07:57,320 Same with me... 48 00:07:57,850 --> 00:07:58,940 When it comes to sex... 49 00:07:59,770 --> 00:08:00,810 Not great, 50 00:08:01,480 --> 00:08:02,570 but with feeling. 51 00:08:05,020 --> 00:08:06,620 Ever tried just walking around? 52 00:08:07,350 --> 00:08:08,390 Like... 53 00:08:09,380 --> 00:08:10,470 in a rom-com? 54 00:08:11,920 --> 00:08:13,000 Sort of. 55 00:08:13,600 --> 00:08:16,720 Two strangers—no plans, 56 00:08:17,100 --> 00:08:18,300 just walk. 57 00:08:21,670 --> 00:08:22,760 I’m down. 58 00:08:25,390 --> 00:08:27,620 Do you believe in love at first sight? 59 00:08:30,130 --> 00:08:31,740 I don’t believe in love. 60 00:08:32,060 --> 00:08:33,420 Liar. 61 00:08:34,670 --> 00:08:35,940 What made you say that? 62 00:08:36,560 --> 00:08:38,280 It doesn’t seem believable. 63 00:08:38,890 --> 00:08:39,890 Really? 64 00:08:40,360 --> 00:08:41,360 Yes. 65 00:08:42,020 --> 00:08:43,170 So... 66 00:08:43,790 --> 00:08:44,790 bye? 67 00:08:48,450 --> 00:08:49,620 Can we still meet up? 68 00:08:50,130 --> 00:08:51,130 Maybe. 69 00:08:52,820 --> 00:08:54,000 Aren’t you gonna follow? 70 00:08:54,280 --> 00:08:55,400 Do you want me to follow you? 71 00:08:55,910 --> 00:08:58,070 The story won’t happen if you don’t go along. 72 00:09:24,290 --> 00:09:27,250 You seem like you’re in your own world, huh? 73 00:09:41,760 --> 00:09:44,310 I let my own ghosts stay here too. 74 00:09:49,360 --> 00:09:50,990 You know, sometimes— 75 00:09:52,780 --> 00:09:54,260 It’s like I want— 76 00:09:56,180 --> 00:09:58,070 to escape from my own body. 77 00:09:59,390 --> 00:10:02,980 Like, I want to be a different person just for a night. 78 00:10:08,060 --> 00:10:09,580 Maybe that’s why I’m here. 79 00:13:35,860 --> 00:13:37,230 Why are you still here? 80 00:13:37,810 --> 00:13:39,350 You didn’t exactly tell me to leave. 81 00:13:40,860 --> 00:13:43,570 Oh, by the way, I poked around your kitchen. 82 00:13:44,070 --> 00:13:45,150 Have some coffee. 83 00:13:46,220 --> 00:13:47,220 It’s hot. 84 00:13:57,870 --> 00:13:59,330 You’re not gonna ghost me? 85 00:14:00,380 --> 00:14:01,420 You know, 86 00:14:02,630 --> 00:14:05,170 I’m not the kind of person who just disappears. 87 00:14:05,840 --> 00:14:07,220 I’m more like cigarette smoke— 88 00:14:08,680 --> 00:14:10,010 I fade out slowly. 89 00:14:21,710 --> 00:14:22,750 You know, 90 00:14:23,690 --> 00:14:25,190 I have a sister. 91 00:14:25,900 --> 00:14:27,030 But... 92 00:14:28,990 --> 00:14:30,810 we don’t see each other anymore. 93 00:14:31,820 --> 00:14:34,550 Older, or younger? 94 00:14:35,770 --> 00:14:36,770 She’s older. 95 00:14:45,920 --> 00:14:47,590 When our mom died, 96 00:14:49,410 --> 00:14:51,380 we were supposed to run away. 97 00:14:52,140 --> 00:14:53,390 She didn’t wanna stay anymore. 98 00:14:54,140 --> 00:14:56,740 And I told her, neither did I. 99 00:14:58,060 --> 00:15:02,100 But in the end, she left, and I didn’t. 100 00:15:03,670 --> 00:15:04,750 She called me, 101 00:15:05,670 --> 00:15:06,710 maybe... 102 00:15:07,740 --> 00:15:08,830 just last year, 103 00:15:10,420 --> 00:15:11,800 but I didn’t answer. 104 00:15:15,790 --> 00:15:18,370 Sometimes I wonder— 105 00:15:20,260 --> 00:15:22,270 does she still talk about me to other people, 106 00:15:23,890 --> 00:15:26,190 or has she erased me from her story? 107 00:15:27,800 --> 00:15:29,340 Like maybe... 108 00:15:29,950 --> 00:15:32,120 there’s just a version of me she imagines. 109 00:15:36,320 --> 00:15:37,320 You miss her? 110 00:15:40,350 --> 00:15:42,440 I miss who I was back then. 111 00:16:01,870 --> 00:16:02,920 Sis? 112 00:16:45,030 --> 00:16:46,070 Hi, Ma. 113 00:16:47,800 --> 00:16:48,800 Oh! 114 00:16:49,000 --> 00:16:51,960 You smell like beer... and a woman! 115 00:16:52,970 --> 00:16:54,050 Where’ve you been? 116 00:16:54,880 --> 00:16:55,920 Nowhere special. 117 00:16:57,440 --> 00:16:59,320 When are you going to apply for a job? 118 00:17:02,730 --> 00:17:03,820 When I find the time. 119 00:17:20,410 --> 00:17:21,450 Long Island. 120 00:17:25,160 --> 00:17:26,370 You ghosted me. 121 00:17:28,680 --> 00:17:30,180 I don’t believe in ghosts. 122 00:17:32,150 --> 00:17:33,270 What happened to you? 123 00:17:34,050 --> 00:17:35,550 You look like you’re sick. 124 00:17:37,230 --> 00:17:38,280 Nothing. 125 00:17:38,730 --> 00:17:40,280 Just swallowed a knife. 126 00:17:41,230 --> 00:17:44,300 Have you ever said anything remotely sane in your life? 127 00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:49,310 I think... when I was eight. 128 00:17:54,970 --> 00:17:56,680 You’re gonna bang me again, aren’t you? 129 00:17:58,260 --> 00:17:59,700 Wow, you know me so well. 130 00:18:00,810 --> 00:18:02,340 Of course I do. 131 00:18:05,120 --> 00:18:06,160 You know, 132 00:18:07,290 --> 00:18:08,960 I feel like you’re gonna get bored of me— 133 00:18:10,120 --> 00:18:11,210 like I do. 134 00:18:12,090 --> 00:18:13,170 Probably. 135 00:18:21,410 --> 00:18:22,500 Shit! 136 00:18:22,720 --> 00:18:23,810 What? 137 00:18:23,930 --> 00:18:25,100 You see that girl behind me? 138 00:18:27,730 --> 00:18:29,570 Another one you tricked? 139 00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:31,630 Come on, I’ll hide you. 140 00:21:29,070 --> 00:21:30,450 I’m close! 141 00:21:41,460 --> 00:21:42,840 You’re so good. 142 00:21:48,270 --> 00:21:49,660 Thank you. 143 00:21:56,660 --> 00:21:58,850 Hot coffee latte, please. 144 00:22:13,840 --> 00:22:14,860 Thank you. 145 00:22:23,900 --> 00:22:24,940 Hey. 146 00:22:27,340 --> 00:22:29,660 You were at the laundromat the other day, right? 147 00:22:31,240 --> 00:22:33,510 Just because we did laundry on the same day, 148 00:22:33,850 --> 00:22:35,770 I’m supposed to talk to you now? 149 00:22:38,920 --> 00:22:40,010 Not really. 150 00:22:41,110 --> 00:22:42,110 But hey, 151 00:22:43,360 --> 00:22:44,940 at least we have something in common. 152 00:22:46,780 --> 00:22:48,570 We both like clean clothes. 153 00:22:49,490 --> 00:22:50,570 I’m Raf, by the way. 154 00:22:52,090 --> 00:22:53,100 Maya. 155 00:22:53,240 --> 00:22:55,040 Okay, I got to get back to work. 156 00:23:00,830 --> 00:23:03,170 - I was just gonna say something. - What—flirting? 157 00:23:03,910 --> 00:23:04,950 Whoa. 158 00:23:05,220 --> 00:23:06,300 You a psychic? 159 00:23:08,800 --> 00:23:10,220 This isn’t new to me. 160 00:23:11,730 --> 00:23:13,560 I know your type. 161 00:23:16,040 --> 00:23:17,130 So... 162 00:23:17,900 --> 00:23:19,740 - What’s the secret? - Huh? 163 00:23:21,010 --> 00:23:23,690 Secret to getting you to like me? 164 00:23:28,690 --> 00:23:30,490 And why would I tell you that? 165 00:23:30,900 --> 00:23:31,940 Because... 166 00:23:32,850 --> 00:23:33,930 I’m being honest? 167 00:23:35,450 --> 00:23:36,740 First time I’ve ever been. 168 00:23:38,580 --> 00:23:41,290 So your honesty’s a favor I should be grateful for? 169 00:23:42,040 --> 00:23:45,000 You know what, quit trying to impress me. 170 00:23:45,460 --> 00:23:46,840 It’s not gonna work. 171 00:23:47,750 --> 00:23:50,510 Next time, just say it straight. 172 00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:53,680 Like this: “I want to take you out on a date.” 173 00:24:00,180 --> 00:24:01,180 Okay, fine. 174 00:24:01,580 --> 00:24:04,750 Straight up. No bullshit, no pick-up lines. 175 00:24:05,990 --> 00:24:06,990 I want to take you out. 176 00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:09,320 Like, a real date. 177 00:24:10,390 --> 00:24:11,480 At an actual restaurant. 178 00:24:12,780 --> 00:24:14,870 I’ll even eat veggies if you’re vegetarian. 179 00:24:17,780 --> 00:24:20,870 You really think that if we have dinner, 180 00:24:21,640 --> 00:24:25,020 I’ll forget you’re just like all the other guys 181 00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:26,420 who just want to get laid? 182 00:24:28,170 --> 00:24:30,300 I don’t think so. 183 00:24:31,210 --> 00:24:34,890 It’s just dinner, that’s it. We eat. 184 00:24:35,300 --> 00:24:38,810 Maybe talk a little. That’s all. Let’s start from there. 185 00:24:42,350 --> 00:24:44,390 Thursday. 8 PM. 186 00:24:44,750 --> 00:24:46,400 Let’s do it here, to keep things easy. 187 00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:50,790 But if you’re even a minute late, I’m leaving. 188 00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:53,320 Okay. Got it. 189 00:25:17,920 --> 00:25:19,130 This is your idea of a first date? 190 00:25:20,170 --> 00:25:21,230 This isn’t a date. 191 00:25:22,330 --> 00:25:23,370 Okay... 192 00:25:24,230 --> 00:25:25,320 Kind of feels like one. 193 00:25:27,980 --> 00:25:29,730 You said you wanted to eat out, right? 194 00:25:29,920 --> 00:25:32,320 I said yes, doesn’t mean we signed a contract. 195 00:25:32,860 --> 00:25:34,150 Why are you wearing lipstick? 196 00:25:35,590 --> 00:25:38,550 I always wear lipstick. Even when I’m doing laundry. 197 00:25:39,240 --> 00:25:40,350 Are you always like this? 198 00:25:42,120 --> 00:25:43,830 Like what? Honest? 199 00:25:44,410 --> 00:25:45,410 Nonchalant. 200 00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:47,770 Yuck. 201 00:25:48,170 --> 00:25:50,590 First of all, I hate that word. 202 00:25:50,920 --> 00:25:53,510 Second, I’m not nonchalant. 203 00:25:54,150 --> 00:25:56,510 I’ve just had a lot of experiences like this. 204 00:25:57,320 --> 00:25:59,580 I’ve met a lot of your kind. 205 00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:03,500 But you’re here now. 206 00:26:05,180 --> 00:26:08,770 You know, I dated someone like you once. 207 00:26:09,410 --> 00:26:11,570 All charm, all swag, 208 00:26:12,050 --> 00:26:13,900 said he didn’t believe in love. 209 00:26:15,280 --> 00:26:16,530 Thought he was so cool. 210 00:26:17,650 --> 00:26:19,950 So, what did you say? 211 00:26:24,790 --> 00:26:28,580 I said, I hope one day you feel it, 212 00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:30,580 then get left behind. 213 00:26:31,160 --> 00:26:32,670 Is that what you’re doing now? 214 00:26:35,280 --> 00:26:36,400 This is enough. 215 00:26:41,080 --> 00:26:42,210 You know what, Raf? 216 00:26:42,730 --> 00:26:44,730 You’re not a bad guy. 217 00:26:45,510 --> 00:26:46,930 But you’re ignorant. 218 00:26:47,800 --> 00:26:51,830 People like you don’t realize how many hearts you’ve hurt. 219 00:26:54,280 --> 00:26:55,280 Maya! 220 00:26:56,150 --> 00:26:57,150 Maya, wait! 221 00:26:58,780 --> 00:26:59,820 Maya! 222 00:27:02,740 --> 00:27:03,830 Maya! 223 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:08,080 Maya! 224 00:27:10,460 --> 00:27:11,670 Maya, wait, please! 225 00:27:16,860 --> 00:27:18,510 I know I probably seem like I’m just smooth-talking you. 226 00:27:20,400 --> 00:27:21,530 It’s what I do. 227 00:27:22,250 --> 00:27:26,340 Say some sad boy, or confident guy line— 228 00:27:27,910 --> 00:27:30,080 some made-up story just to 229 00:27:30,100 --> 00:27:31,770 get the girl to come home with me. But— 230 00:27:33,920 --> 00:27:35,050 But? 231 00:27:36,620 --> 00:27:37,630 But now— 232 00:27:39,140 --> 00:27:41,600 I don’t wanna talk just to sound cool, Maya. 233 00:27:42,900 --> 00:27:44,150 I wanna be real. 234 00:27:45,660 --> 00:27:47,040 Yeah, I’m a coward. 235 00:27:48,410 --> 00:27:49,580 Scared of rejection. 236 00:27:51,450 --> 00:27:52,580 Scared of commitment. 237 00:27:53,600 --> 00:27:54,980 Scared that maybe... 238 00:27:56,620 --> 00:27:58,280 I’m actually just a worthless guy. 239 00:27:59,450 --> 00:28:00,530 So... 240 00:28:01,220 --> 00:28:02,680 I stuck to hook-ups. 241 00:28:03,910 --> 00:28:05,000 Kept it casual. 242 00:28:06,140 --> 00:28:07,310 No attachments— 243 00:28:08,260 --> 00:28:09,560 so it wouldn’t hurt. 244 00:28:10,780 --> 00:28:11,790 No fights. 245 00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:14,240 Nothing to lose. 246 00:28:16,250 --> 00:28:17,370 But now... 247 00:28:21,820 --> 00:28:23,030 I want to try. 248 00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:27,670 I want to try, even if I fail. 249 00:28:31,540 --> 00:28:32,630 Raf, 250 00:28:33,670 --> 00:28:37,040 if you just want to have sex, just say it. 251 00:28:37,420 --> 00:28:39,000 No need to sugarcoat it. 252 00:28:40,050 --> 00:28:41,800 I’m not hard to talk to. 253 00:28:42,430 --> 00:28:44,980 Especially if I like the person. 254 00:28:45,680 --> 00:28:47,350 Or if I’m into them. 255 00:32:15,090 --> 00:32:16,140 So… what now? 256 00:32:17,180 --> 00:32:18,640 What do you mean, “what now”? 257 00:32:20,270 --> 00:32:21,270 I mean— 258 00:32:22,390 --> 00:32:24,190 Us. What are we now? 259 00:32:25,190 --> 00:32:27,150 We don’t have to put a label right away. 260 00:32:27,650 --> 00:32:30,280 But if that’s what you want... 261 00:32:31,740 --> 00:32:32,780 Raf. 262 00:32:35,330 --> 00:32:36,500 There is no “us.” 263 00:32:37,460 --> 00:32:38,540 Huh? 264 00:32:39,720 --> 00:32:42,180 But… I thought... 265 00:32:45,240 --> 00:32:46,520 It was fun, right? 266 00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:49,870 I felt that, too. But... 267 00:32:50,260 --> 00:32:51,350 there’s no “us.” 268 00:32:52,160 --> 00:32:53,240 Okay? 269 00:32:55,110 --> 00:32:57,820 Wait. I don’t get it. I don’t get it. 270 00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:02,510 That’s fine. 271 00:33:02,780 --> 00:33:04,410 You don’t have to understand. 272 00:33:10,380 --> 00:33:11,590 You’re not used to this, huh? 273 00:33:12,740 --> 00:33:13,830 To what? 274 00:33:16,030 --> 00:33:18,620 A woman who’s not buying what you’re selling. 275 00:33:19,930 --> 00:33:21,050 Unfair. 276 00:33:22,150 --> 00:33:23,280 Unfair? 277 00:33:25,220 --> 00:33:29,970 Raf, your whole life, you’ve treated people like checkpoints. 278 00:33:30,980 --> 00:33:34,740 Collecting experiences instead of looking for something real. 279 00:33:35,530 --> 00:33:37,930 And now that you’re finally feeling something— 280 00:33:38,050 --> 00:33:40,730 you think it has to mean something right away? 281 00:33:43,710 --> 00:33:44,900 I just thought… 282 00:33:45,330 --> 00:33:46,360 But... 283 00:33:47,380 --> 00:33:48,510 things are different now. 284 00:33:50,910 --> 00:33:53,540 Maya, I’m tired of pretending. 285 00:33:55,090 --> 00:33:56,130 I’m tired. 286 00:33:57,850 --> 00:33:59,260 I don’t want to be 287 00:34:00,220 --> 00:34:01,980 the guy you think I am anymore. 288 00:34:04,340 --> 00:34:05,430 Raf... 289 00:34:06,340 --> 00:34:09,300 Maybe you can be different, just not this time. 290 00:34:09,890 --> 00:34:10,930 Not with me. 291 00:34:11,180 --> 00:34:14,670 Not when you’re just chasing what you think feels real. 292 00:34:22,480 --> 00:34:25,810 Maybe we were meant to be… 293 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:29,250 Meant to cross paths… 294 00:34:29,640 --> 00:34:31,270 but that’s it. 295 00:34:32,230 --> 00:34:34,820 We’re not meant to walk the same road together. 296 00:34:52,780 --> 00:34:53,900 Hi, Ma. 297 00:34:54,400 --> 00:34:57,080 Wow! You’re up early, huh? 298 00:34:57,120 --> 00:34:58,120 Of course. 299 00:34:59,050 --> 00:35:02,600 I was thinking I’d help you cook, but turns out you’re already eating. 300 00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:05,530 Come on, eat. Grab yourself a plate. 301 00:35:05,580 --> 00:35:06,580 Okay. 302 00:35:11,520 --> 00:35:12,980 I missed your cooking, Ma. 303 00:35:13,900 --> 00:35:15,480 Go ahead, eat up. 304 00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:21,010 You okay? 305 00:35:24,630 --> 00:35:26,000 Honestly, Ma... 306 00:35:27,480 --> 00:35:28,480 I don’t know. 307 00:35:29,620 --> 00:35:31,160 But maybe that’s a good sign. 308 00:35:32,770 --> 00:35:33,810 Oh, by the way, Ma! 309 00:35:34,220 --> 00:35:36,140 I’m applying for a job tomorrow. 310 00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:38,800 - Wow. - Like a real job. I promise. 311 00:35:39,070 --> 00:35:40,410 Not just drinking. 312 00:35:42,220 --> 00:35:43,760 I just realized, Ma... 313 00:35:44,700 --> 00:35:46,290 I don’t want to be the old me anymore. 314 00:35:48,770 --> 00:35:50,270 I want you to be proud of me. 315 00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:56,190 Son, just learn how to cook first. 316 00:35:56,290 --> 00:35:59,440 Even just that... I’d already be so proud of you. 317 00:35:59,590 --> 00:36:00,670 Alright, alright. 318 00:36:01,290 --> 00:36:03,090 - Yes, Mom. - Eat up! 319 00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:37,890 Hi. 320 00:36:38,690 --> 00:36:41,210 Sorry, just noticed something... 321 00:36:42,150 --> 00:36:43,820 You were here the other day, right? 322 00:36:45,300 --> 00:36:46,380 Yeah. 323 00:36:47,060 --> 00:36:50,020 You were sitting near the window, right? 324 00:36:50,910 --> 00:36:53,080 You were drawing something on a tissue. 325 00:36:54,830 --> 00:36:57,500 - I was just bored. - You looked super focused. 326 00:36:59,500 --> 00:37:01,800 Didn’t think anyone would notice. 327 00:37:03,130 --> 00:37:05,590 I notice a lot of things. Sorry. 328 00:37:12,730 --> 00:37:13,850 Like what? 329 00:37:15,130 --> 00:37:20,100 Like people who stare out the window for too long... 330 00:37:21,600 --> 00:37:26,260 Or those who leave without finishing their food. 331 00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:33,680 Is it your thing to watch what strangers do? 332 00:37:34,660 --> 00:37:39,000 Not everyone. Just the ones who look like they’ve got secrets. 333 00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:43,300 - I’m Maya, by the way. - Ella. 334 00:37:44,050 --> 00:37:45,130 Ella. 335 00:37:45,970 --> 00:37:47,050 Got time? 336 00:37:47,930 --> 00:37:50,350 - Another round of coffee? - Sure. 337 00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:55,910 My drink was too sweet. 338 00:37:56,310 --> 00:37:57,400 I prefer bitter. 339 00:37:57,900 --> 00:37:59,480 Perfect, I’m bitter. 340 00:38:01,150 --> 00:38:02,230 Nice... 341 00:38:07,240 --> 00:38:08,860 So, is it better? 342 00:38:09,630 --> 00:38:10,680 Way better. 343 00:38:11,700 --> 00:38:14,120 I don’t really trust people 344 00:38:14,830 --> 00:38:16,500 who drink sweet coffee. 345 00:38:17,870 --> 00:38:20,840 Well, I guess don’t trust me then. 346 00:38:23,710 --> 00:38:25,970 So, what do you do? 347 00:38:27,470 --> 00:38:28,510 Photographer. 348 00:38:29,510 --> 00:38:30,930 Sometimes freelance. 349 00:38:32,010 --> 00:38:35,180 - Sometimes, weddings. - Wow. Romantic. 350 00:38:36,270 --> 00:38:38,270 Not really. Promise. 351 00:38:38,890 --> 00:38:42,230 But at least I feel like my life has some purpose. 352 00:38:43,110 --> 00:38:44,190 What about you? 353 00:38:44,860 --> 00:38:47,030 I archive old stuff. 354 00:38:47,780 --> 00:38:49,670 Photos, videos... 355 00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:51,840 - I do restorations too. - Hm... 356 00:38:52,330 --> 00:38:54,330 - Interesting. - Yeah. 357 00:38:55,330 --> 00:38:59,540 But sometimes it’s kind of sad... 358 00:38:59,940 --> 00:39:03,610 You know, like you’re looking through 359 00:39:03,730 --> 00:39:05,540 memories that aren’t even yours. 360 00:39:06,450 --> 00:39:08,630 But still... you look anyway. 361 00:39:10,710 --> 00:39:12,080 Well... 362 00:39:14,050 --> 00:39:15,130 We all look. 363 00:39:17,730 --> 00:39:19,060 So, Ella— 364 00:39:19,710 --> 00:39:22,670 is it your thing to chat up strangers? 365 00:39:23,780 --> 00:39:24,780 No. 366 00:39:25,510 --> 00:39:26,550 Just you. 367 00:39:38,870 --> 00:39:41,220 I’ve got a quick Zoom meeting. 368 00:39:42,820 --> 00:39:43,900 Go ahead. 369 00:39:44,730 --> 00:39:47,940 I need to go back to my apartment, my laptop’s there. 370 00:39:49,850 --> 00:39:51,930 It’ll just take about 15 minutes. 371 00:39:52,730 --> 00:39:53,810 Want to come? 372 00:39:57,340 --> 00:39:58,930 Okay, sure. 373 00:39:59,310 --> 00:40:00,390 Nice. 374 00:40:01,710 --> 00:40:03,170 Wait, let me just grab my stuff. 375 00:40:17,790 --> 00:40:19,450 The client wouldn’t stop talking. 376 00:40:20,790 --> 00:40:23,120 Aren’t all clients like that? 377 00:40:24,960 --> 00:40:26,210 Sorry about that. 378 00:40:28,280 --> 00:40:29,830 Took a little longer than I thought. 379 00:40:31,130 --> 00:40:32,170 It’s fine. 380 00:40:35,340 --> 00:40:36,800 You could’ve gone home... 381 00:40:37,720 --> 00:40:39,140 but you stayed. 382 00:40:40,140 --> 00:40:41,310 Thanks. 383 00:40:42,770 --> 00:40:46,150 It's our first time meeting, and I already brought you home. 384 00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:50,480 You probably think I’m up to something. 385 00:40:52,490 --> 00:40:53,530 Why? 386 00:40:54,320 --> 00:40:55,320 Don’t you? 387 00:40:57,450 --> 00:40:58,530 Why... 388 00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:02,120 is it okay if I do? 389 00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:07,170 Depends. 390 00:41:07,800 --> 00:41:09,050 Depends on what? 391 00:41:14,400 --> 00:41:15,860 You’re intense. 392 00:41:19,140 --> 00:41:21,100 I don’t usually do this. 393 00:41:24,260 --> 00:41:25,510 Good. 394 00:41:26,900 --> 00:41:28,360 I’m not into “usual.” 395 00:41:31,070 --> 00:41:32,530 What do you want, Ella? 396 00:41:33,990 --> 00:41:35,450 I want to know... 397 00:41:36,660 --> 00:41:38,030 what you taste like. 398 00:45:52,030 --> 00:45:54,350 Hi Ella, it's Maya. 399 00:45:54,370 --> 00:45:58,300 I felt a connection last time. What about you? 400 00:45:58,320 --> 00:46:01,540 Can we meet again soon? 401 00:46:19,480 --> 00:46:21,020 Cheers! 402 00:46:21,550 --> 00:46:23,920 - We’ll be right over there. - Alright. 403 00:46:32,010 --> 00:46:34,900 Do you know the WiFi password? 404 00:46:36,010 --> 00:46:38,720 Are you really asking, or are you flirting? 405 00:46:40,140 --> 00:46:41,140 Both? 406 00:46:42,940 --> 00:46:45,150 You’re really used the WiFi as a move... 407 00:46:54,870 --> 00:46:55,910 You okay? 408 00:46:57,180 --> 00:46:58,310 Do you know that guy? 409 00:46:58,600 --> 00:46:59,640 Who? 410 00:46:59,780 --> 00:47:02,100 - The guy at the counter. - Oh. 411 00:47:02,690 --> 00:47:05,350 He looks like he’s every girl’s ex. 412 00:47:08,040 --> 00:47:11,130 - So he’s a player, huh? - Exactly. What a waste. 413 00:47:26,670 --> 00:47:27,920 Can I bum one? 414 00:47:44,110 --> 00:47:46,110 Actually... I don’t smoke. 415 00:47:47,140 --> 00:47:48,560 So why’d you ask? 416 00:47:49,320 --> 00:47:50,400 I don’t know. 417 00:47:51,110 --> 00:47:52,570 Saw you at the bar earlier... 418 00:47:53,070 --> 00:47:55,280 Is this how serial killers flirt? 419 00:48:01,080 --> 00:48:02,580 Do I look like a serial killer? 420 00:48:04,130 --> 00:48:05,170 Just kidding. 421 00:48:07,500 --> 00:48:09,010 - What’s your name? - Ella. 422 00:48:09,660 --> 00:48:10,670 Javi. 423 00:48:10,920 --> 00:48:14,460 So, Javi, what are you doing out here being all mysterious? 424 00:48:15,860 --> 00:48:17,480 What about you? Why are you here? 425 00:48:18,670 --> 00:48:20,010 Hunting girls. 426 00:48:20,980 --> 00:48:23,730 But you ruined it. I hate you! 427 00:48:28,490 --> 00:48:29,610 This is my first time. 428 00:48:30,720 --> 00:48:33,100 - Smoking? - Hitting on a guy. 429 00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:37,150 My whole life, I’ve only been with girls. 430 00:48:38,240 --> 00:48:41,000 But I started thinking, maybe that’s not really me. 431 00:48:41,580 --> 00:48:44,160 There’s just something about guys I don’t vibe with. 432 00:48:45,000 --> 00:48:47,340 They’re kind of loud. 433 00:48:47,710 --> 00:48:48,800 Chaotic. 434 00:48:50,260 --> 00:48:52,960 What happened? You seem so open now. 435 00:48:53,090 --> 00:48:54,220 Hmm... 436 00:48:54,500 --> 00:48:58,080 If I’m gonna try this, I want it to be real. 437 00:48:58,470 --> 00:49:01,430 Not just because someone dared me, or it’s on a bucket list. 438 00:49:26,040 --> 00:49:27,290 Are you nervous? 439 00:49:28,750 --> 00:49:30,090 Should I be? 440 00:49:30,590 --> 00:49:31,630 I don’t know. 441 00:49:32,670 --> 00:49:34,800 Me? A little. 442 00:49:37,260 --> 00:49:39,170 I’ve slept with lots of girls, 443 00:49:39,970 --> 00:49:42,390 but with a guy, I don’t know... 444 00:49:43,430 --> 00:49:44,690 The feeling’s different. 445 00:49:46,720 --> 00:49:47,970 The energy’s different. 446 00:49:49,190 --> 00:49:52,650 Feels like I have to give something up. 447 00:49:54,320 --> 00:49:57,200 But with you, it doesn’t feel like that. 448 00:49:59,030 --> 00:50:00,080 I don’t know. 449 00:50:00,800 --> 00:50:01,920 I can’t explain it. 450 00:50:04,250 --> 00:50:06,330 You don’t seem like the type to take advantage. 451 00:50:07,160 --> 00:50:10,420 Like you’re actually willing to meet halfway. 452 00:50:10,990 --> 00:50:11,990 Geez... 453 00:50:12,550 --> 00:50:14,420 You know, I’m not really in a rush. 454 00:50:15,630 --> 00:50:17,760 We can just talk for now. 455 00:50:19,650 --> 00:50:21,190 I don’t really wanna just talk. 456 00:53:31,200 --> 00:53:32,290 So... 457 00:53:33,000 --> 00:53:35,710 - It happened? - Yup, it did. 458 00:53:37,040 --> 00:53:38,120 You okay? 459 00:53:39,790 --> 00:53:41,940 I enjoyed it, but... 460 00:53:41,970 --> 00:53:43,000 But? 461 00:53:43,030 --> 00:53:44,610 This really isn’t for me. 462 00:53:45,300 --> 00:53:46,930 You mean being with a guy, or being with me? 463 00:53:47,610 --> 00:53:48,650 Both. 464 00:53:49,040 --> 00:53:50,730 This really isn’t for me. 465 00:53:51,060 --> 00:53:52,100 So... now what? 466 00:53:54,140 --> 00:53:55,190 You want coffee? 467 00:53:56,120 --> 00:53:57,200 Sure. 468 00:55:26,110 --> 00:55:27,190 It hurts! 469 00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:29,320 It hurts! 470 00:59:01,780 --> 00:59:03,200 You’re probably... 471 00:59:04,160 --> 00:59:06,910 going to be pissed at me again for all the shit I’ve done. 472 00:59:17,060 --> 00:59:18,140 Especially since... 473 00:59:19,130 --> 00:59:20,680 I still think about you all the time. 474 00:59:21,300 --> 00:59:22,850 Especially when I’m smoking. 475 01:00:34,980 --> 01:00:36,060 Lila! 476 01:00:36,320 --> 01:00:37,640 - Javi? - What are you doing here? 477 01:00:37,990 --> 01:00:39,570 - What are you-- - What are you doing here? 478 01:00:41,200 --> 01:00:44,290 I hang out here whenever I go out. 479 01:00:45,350 --> 01:00:46,430 What about you? 480 01:00:46,590 --> 01:00:48,210 Ah... nothing. 481 01:00:48,940 --> 01:00:50,270 Just needed to think. 482 01:00:52,340 --> 01:00:53,370 So, what's up? 483 01:00:54,600 --> 01:00:57,570 Lila, I’m sorry. For everything. 484 01:00:59,360 --> 01:01:00,820 How long’s it been? 485 01:01:01,890 --> 01:01:02,940 Since what? 486 01:01:03,540 --> 01:01:04,630 Since she was gone. 487 01:01:06,470 --> 01:01:07,510 It’s been a year. 488 01:01:09,180 --> 01:01:10,600 You’re still waiting? 489 01:01:15,460 --> 01:01:17,840 Some people never come back, Javi. 490 01:01:18,600 --> 01:01:19,970 Even the ones who are still alive. 491 01:01:24,550 --> 01:01:27,180 Don’t you go disappearing too, okay? 492 01:01:36,330 --> 01:01:37,670 You ever feel like... 493 01:01:38,170 --> 01:01:41,280 you were born into the wrong life? 494 01:01:41,730 --> 01:01:42,770 All the time. 495 01:01:43,300 --> 01:01:45,340 Like... 496 01:01:46,840 --> 01:01:49,570 you took a wrong turn somewhere, and now you can’t go back. 497 01:01:51,950 --> 01:01:56,370 And it’s like everyone else knows what they’re doing, right? 498 01:01:57,790 --> 01:02:00,880 Like they’ve all read some guidelines we missed. 499 01:02:01,850 --> 01:02:04,390 Or maybe they’re just better at pretending. 500 01:02:07,410 --> 01:02:10,840 I remember you used to be the life of the party. 501 01:02:11,350 --> 01:02:12,680 What happened? 502 01:02:13,390 --> 01:02:14,440 Got tired? 503 01:02:16,190 --> 01:02:17,720 Are you okay now? 504 01:02:20,290 --> 01:02:21,290 Sometimes. 505 01:02:21,720 --> 01:02:24,440 But at least it’s not all the time. 506 01:02:25,450 --> 01:02:26,530 At least. 507 01:02:27,320 --> 01:02:28,360 At least. 508 01:02:29,240 --> 01:02:32,210 I don’t know where I’m going. 509 01:02:34,400 --> 01:02:37,990 Same. But I guess that’s okay too. 510 01:05:58,520 --> 01:06:00,280 You seem different. 511 01:06:01,080 --> 01:06:02,120 So do you. 512 01:06:03,180 --> 01:06:05,720 You think we can still fix this? 513 01:06:07,050 --> 01:06:08,130 I hope so. 514 01:06:08,960 --> 01:06:11,380 But I want to try. 515 01:07:15,820 --> 01:07:16,990 What are you doing? 516 01:07:20,890 --> 01:07:22,150 Same old stuff. 517 01:07:22,740 --> 01:07:23,820 You know... 518 01:07:24,950 --> 01:07:27,530 sometimes “happy endings” are overrated. 519 01:07:31,980 --> 01:07:35,440 Sometimes, going back to the beginning isn’t so bad. 520 01:07:40,220 --> 01:07:41,800 There’s just something about this bar.